Heeey!

Wanted to let you all know that i´m at my countryside and roads are full of snow. Soo... if tractor or sb don´t come and clean the roads from snow, we won´t get to the city and work and school tomorrow. That´s kind of great, but... It also has bad side.
I don´t understand!? This road belongs to the country, it isn´t somebody´s private road. And if it belongs to the country, they have to keep the road clean and OK, but they don´t. And this is sad.
I´d like to add some pictures of it, but i don´t have a camera. I really-really want a good camera! It is my next birthday wish i guess. My birthday is almost two months away. (23.03) I don´t know, if that´s correct, because i don´t like to say stuff like that: "After two weeks...". Because i don´t know, what they mean... like two weeks pass by and then, or one week pass and then on the second week... *happens something* :D (i think that first version is better, cause i say "after") But in Estonian, i always get confused. I don´t know why.
Ok, that´s enough.
Have a great sunday afternoon!

I´m so freakin' scared right now!

Why it has to happen all the time?
I mean... My grandma lives in the countryside, but it is so close to the city. There is no forest, only brush/underwood. And so many animals live in there. It scares me.
I have seen hares, deer, elk, foxes and one year scones lived behind our house in a tree. (correct?) (i cant help it, i have to be sure, that i write correctly...) ;D
And now... marten lives in our house! Well basicly he lives in our loft (? ..in estonian: lakas), but came to eat our food! I think that animals have become braver. Very-very brave.
Now we have to haunt the marten (?). (nugis in estonian) I hope we catch him soon, because every time when i hear him crackling, i´m so scared. I scream too, and later i wonder where it came from? (I´m not a big screamer at all, but at scary stuff...)

Do you think that my english has gone smoother?
Well... i don´t need to use vocabulary or translator so often. This is good. :D

Ghost night tonight!!! Watch Investigation Discovery. The haunted. and Haunting. or sth like that! :D
Bye!

Tired all the time

Not much to say about that. Students are very tired all the time. Don´t know why?! Why does school has to start at 8 am? And last till 2 or 3 pm? It is too much. Our brains do not take as much information on as need to. Some teachers respect and understand, what we feel and have to put through every day. But some don´t. I think that they force us to be like them. Know everything about that subject, but we are students!!! We don´t need to! That´s why we go to school!
Friday was a bad and depressing day for me. Actually i didn´t want to go to school at all. But since i haven´t missed school ever without reason, then i went and convinced that it would have been better to stay home. Only thing that really pissed me off, was music lesson. We had to sing, and got marks for it. I have never got 4 in music (or B...). But we had different teacher before, but now... She espects us to be singers or something... And other than that, two boys, who didn´t sang, but like mumbled, got 4 too!!! I was so-so angry! And still am! Like my 4 could compete with theirs! Everybody started to yell, like: "She got 4? What the f***? She sang so good!...". And honestly i think i did. I can keep melody quite well. And btw, the girl who sang with me said that you sang very well... but still, she got better mark! It really annoys me! I still can´t believe it! ...And my good mood was gone. I started to hate music, singing, and the teacher.

I haven´t had time to write, especially because i was so tired all the time. I´d like to rest! Go away for a while. I want to sunbathe! See some sun!
Oh, could somebody save me? Oh please, plz, plz somebody save me from every-day routine!
Sometimes i secretly dream about running away, but i would never do that. Don´t worry. I´m a dreamer and i like to dream about all kinds of stuff. Especially that kind of stuff, that never realize. (warning: not correct?)

I wanted to start reading "Vampire Diaries", but at the same day our teacher told us to read "Names in Marble" (?) ("Nimed marmortahvlil"). And i decided to read about vampires later.
Oh and one great thing for me: i got "Twilght. The Graphic Novel. vol 1". It is so good! I thought it was made according to the film, but it is according to book. And this is great! I really disappointed in the movie, but the book was great and so is the Graphic Novel. And also my favorite part from book is in it! I so love it and hope that vol.2 will come soon! (H)

This song is haunting me...
Easy come, easy go
That´s just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all...

 

Sõber ei ütle kunagi “Ma ju ütlesin sulle” — isegi kui ta seda tegi.

Wendy Jean Smith:"A friend never says "I told you" - even if it did""
Hello! (almost forgot that!)
I thought really hard about, what to write, and decided that this post is about friends. My questions and a little story...

Have you ever had friend(s)...

...who gets on your nerves?

...who acts like he/she is your best friend, but actually isn´t?

...who doesn´t care about you at all?

...who betrayed you?

...who you´d rather not be friends with? (maybe incorrect sentence :S)

...who wishes you the best?

...who misses you, even if you haven´t gone for long time?

...who you´d like to get rid of?

...who is with you in good and in bad?

...who protects you?

...who never-ever has said anything bad about you?

...who tells your secrets, even if you said "Promise me, that you won´t tell to anyone, it´s a secret."

...who talks rumors about you?

...who would kick his/her ass, if he/she says something bad about you?

...who takes care of you, when you are ill?

...who you never want to see anymore?

...who speaks with you all the things in the world?

...who knows everything about your family? Even calls your mom his/her mom? Or father his/her dad?

...who you can call any time you want?

...who you fight with, but always make up?

...who helps you no matter what?

I have friends, who satisfy to these questions, but there are some questions that, yeah... (didn´t manage to find words... :S) ...are not satisfied. (hope it is suitable word :S)

 Bye for now! (pic. borrowed: from here, hope you don´t mind, if you ever see this)

Omg! Omg! I´m gonna scream!

Okey. I finally found that song, which i was looking for. At first, i liked it more, but now... i don´t know. But certainly it is a good song.

Could somebody explain me, how can i use iTunes Home Sharing? Maybe i just need to surf the Internet more. ;D

Modest, but a lively

Can´t think of any good titles, but this one kinda describes me. At public places i´m very modest and dress usual.
Today i went to Ülemiste center (yeah... a little mall) and didn´t find anything. This is a little depressing, because we don´t have good shops in Estonia. If people want to go shopping, they visit Finland. At least there is one - H&M. I think that every girl wishes that this shop will come to Estonia soon. Liisa wrote in her blog that it may come, but as always i don´t remember much. I have a fish memory (dont know if you have this kind of phrase, but we do). :D
Anyway... yesterday was a busy day and i didn´t have time to write. After school, which ended 15.30 (3.30 PM), i reached home a little before 4 o´clock. Then i ate, watched TV and studied a little. Then i went training and was back home around 20.15 (8.15 PM). And studied more... i don´t like to go to school, but it is a responsibility, which is good. On summer i just rest and don´t do anything, which is bad. If i don´t have anybody to force me, then i don´t do it at all. Or if i don´t force myself.
Yesterday had a great time in practice and hope that tomorrow also. :D
Here is a song by which we danced:

Boring...

Trying to type the text in English again. :D My thoughts just literally ran away, when writing in some foreign language.
One happy thought: going training tomorrow! i really, really, realllly like it! :D(btw sometimes... not :D)

Doing homework is quite educational sometimes. Well it always is, but... some things are just so interesting. I was doing biology homework and read about vitamins and enzymes. There was written, that if we don´t get enough vitamin C, we could have scurvy (in Estonian: skorbuut). Lack of vitamin A, could make you blind and when there isn´t enough vitamin D, your bones will soften and deform.

Today i also convinced that my english isn´t that good as i hoped. (Not quite logical sentence :S - how could i hope that?) I really should start learning some new words or watch a movie without subtitles. This is a good idea!

Nothing less to talk about... i´m going to read now and then sleep. I have to mention that i´m reading the book "Medaljon" third time and lets see what will happen. ...will i start crying again, at the end? I´m very emotional person and take everything to heart. Sometimes it is very bad, but i could be a great actress, especially when must pretend crying. :D:D:D Even if i think about funny stuffs, i can burst into tears. (you can take it both ways...)

Watch the countdowns at the end! ;D
I sure like those smileys!
Bye!