lifeinkakusway

Waiting for You to call me. Waiting for You to text me. Waiting for You to do anything... Oh please, speak to me! I´m lost, i don´t know what to do without You. I spend my time waiting, remembering and trying to forget. But it really doesn´t help. Every time i see picture of You, i smile. Every time i hear a song we listened together, i close my eyes and dream that You are with me. I remember, how we danced together. Your arm around me. My head on Your shoulder. I could feel Your breaths. And You my heartbeat. Mmm... I cry. I smile. I scream. I don´t like to remember all those things. Because it hurts so much and You don´t know how much. You don´t even care. You said that You don´t want to know anything about me anymore. But i don´t care! I want to know everything about You. Even now... When You are gone. I have written Your name at least 1 000 000 times. Like that could help to bring You back! Like that could help... I dream about You every night. You are so beautiful. You are so mysterious. You are so far. I see You for a split second and then You are gone again. I wake up and realize You aren´t here. This is so disturbing. To see You every night and know that i can´t help it. If i could, i might save myself from all this pain. Do You suffer like i do? Don´t think so, cause You were the one, who left me... I still miss You. I still love You.